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    20:18 Weigh in. Weigh in day again, even though I had a good week I was still nervous to step on the scales, I found myself crossing my fingers. Which is stupid because how could that possibly help. Anyway … 172lbs That’s 3 freaking pounds down from last week! I was expecting a loss of a pound maybe 2, but jdkwrjhbghdb 3 pounds! Well yes, that made for a very happy me today. So I decided to go shopping … I got 2 necklaces and a ring in a three for two sale thing. I had to get the ring in a M rather than a L, I think my fingers may be shrinking a bit :) I also got a new dress, as you can see in the picture, which H&M undercharged me by around half the original cost. Yesss. I then picked up my new water bobble - my other one now doesn’t stand straight, I put it too close to the hob whilst I was cooking :( - and a bag from eBay from the post office. To top everything off, I haven’t had all my calories for today yet and I have finished dinner … meaning oatmeal for dessert!  It has been a good day.
    23:47 So today started really well, I met up with my best friend and we went shopping, I didn’t intend to buy anything but I tried a lot of stuff on and I never had to try a size 16 on, I always fit into the size 14s of whatever I put on! Granted they didn’t all look that great, but it is a little bit of a NSV as before the new year I was always half and half between a 14 and a 16 … a 15 if you will, so yeah that made me quite happy. So I intended to not spend any money. But then I tried on this dress and cardigan and couldn’t help myself. I look a lot smaller in this photo than I do in reality, it just happened to be a flattering picture in terms of my weight. My eating had been going well .. until I got to my dads house. It is practically Willy Wonka’s chocolate factory here! Every kind of sweet and chocolate laying about in plain sight. He made a missive plate of nachos for a starter, I just sat there munching on baby corn and sugar snap peas while everyone else had the starter, to be honest it was quite an isolating experience. We then had fajitas for the main, I may have gone a little mad with the cheese, and filling. But I only had two, last year I easily would have had three or four … yeah I know that is a hell of a lot. After dinner I also had a few fizzy lace strips, 5 I think. Although calorie wise these strips weren’t too bad, I still shouldn’t be having them! I’m rather disappointed in myself today, I’m hoping I can just forget about it and make tomorrow a hell of a lot better. Lots of exercise I’m thinking. My dad has a xbox kinnect, so I’ll probably play on dance central for a couple of hours. Tomorrow will be better.
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